Sunday, August 15, 2010

First Entry: Sunday, August 15th 2010

Alright, so... If you're reading this then you probably already know that this blog is probably just going to be filled with my inner thoughts, reflections, and things that I rant about on a daily basis. This is in no way mean't for entertainment, just as an out so that I can have something to do instead of have my anger store up in my chest until it explodes into violent, uncontrolled rage.


Unfortunately for most people, I happen to be a home-schooled child, that of which is supposed to have been taught by his parents. Don't let the labels fool you, home-schooling is another word for mind control, once you've broken free of it, you lose the ability to pay attention to it anymore. A lot of people find me to be mild-mannered, and kind in public... if they only knew what goes on in the back of my head, they'd probably realize that I have nothing but the worst of intentions for half the people I meet. Thankfully I can sink these... thoughts deep into my mind. Seriously, I don't want to throw out thoughts that homeschooling might not work for you, but I do know that it didn't work for me... at all.


As I said earlier, this blog is simply for me to complain, and vent about my known issues. Right now I've been momentarily employed as my friend's relationship councilors, something I was involuntarily appointed for. It's seriously no fun, they're both my friends, and my advice counter-acts with what both of them ask me. Unfortunately, whenever I tell her one thing, I tell him another. It's redundant, and rediculous.... I shouldn't be held accountable for their emotional problems! So, what do I do? I let them know that when it comes to their relationship, that I've lost the ability to care, and thus do not. The only thing I try to help with is keeping one of them happy. Seriously... I have to pick sides daily. She doesn't really listen to what I have to say, and believes that she can't live without this man, and would lose all will to live if he left her. Stupid, seriously... Well, that's all I got to say, I can't really much else, as I've drained my anger for the day. I'll talk to you later, bye~ <3

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