Man, I'm busy aren't I? Anyway, I seem to be having issues paying, and keeping attention to my homeschool work. Sadly enough, I'm too scared of my mother to actually allow this blog to be posted on my facebook page, sad right? I know. I can't help how I feel, and I can't stop myself from fearing them, the number of things they can do to wreck, and destroy my future, it's horrible.
Anyway, I've learned another thing about my life, the reason why people worry, is because something that involves something they have worried about in the past has effected their thought process in such a way, that it leaves a permanent imprint of that day, in different situations. My problem is losing something dear to me, not having a good outlook on life, and fearing that I won't be able to say what I need to before losing that person.
That doesn't explain anything about my problems with homeschooling, let's get on that, shall we?
Anyway, as I was saying before, my problems with homeschooling are that I lack the ability to -care-. I can't seem to bring myself to give a shit about my homeshcooling anymore... sad right? I know it's my education, but really... I don't give a damn, a rat's ass, or a donkey's shithole. Life bites at ya, hard, and it hurts sometimes. Homeschooling is the single worst thing you can do to a child... life-lesson-wise.
That's my outlook on it anymore, it sucks, and I can't change it. Sure I blame my parents, what person wouldn't? It's insane. Ha! I love my life, and hate it all at the same time.
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